Holding on and letting go...

[Candace]

They're both different but equally difficult to do it takes a lot to have yourself open up then....
you hit a brick wall.
Reality sinks in, showing you that life isn`t perfect.
You can`t tell yourself to not love anyone....
avoiding pain may potentially deprive you from many days of happiness...
so maybe expecting it, expecting it will in some way make it easier to accept.
Who knows...
life is all about blind folding you anyways eventually light comes through shining
on the disappointing realities life has to offer how boring would life be if we could see everything?
How cold would life be, if we had no feelings?

In conclusion.....
Life has a beginning and it has one end
I`m not going to be cold, but I will be aware....that anyone who walks into my life could also walk away.
So I`ll let those surrounding me "contribute" to my happiness
but in no way am I giving them all the power to make me happy
I guess you could say Ive been jaded......
life has a way of playing games....
all I know is that if its anything like poker I will take my chips and walk away.....

[Candace]

I find truth in wisdom in life everyday... I have always been a really intuitive person... Of course I have my "mind made days" but for the most part I really try and stop myself when my egotic mind is trying to take over and run my life. I hate being overwelmed more then anything... When I become overwelmed it is because my mind is looking at the big picture. I then have to step in and remind myself that all I need to worry about is this moment. Thats all we ever have is this one single moment... Really the past means nothing and the future doesn't exist... So isn't it awesome to think that all we need to worry about is right now. Worrying about the future is a waste of time... It may never come... or when it does come it will be in a moment in the present. So why worry about it now. I could go on forever... To me life is very simple...