My Life as a Single MoM

Having to leave my baby girl at a home day care this Monday. Its the first time she's gonna be left with someone not her family. It's tearing me up inside. Where will she run when she looks for me for a hug or to be held becuase she's scared or hungry. If she starts to cry as I leave I know I won't be able to leave. And if I do manage to leave, I'll be a crying mess! THis is the only bad thing about being a single parent, I feel. At least when I was with my ex he let me stay home with baby girl.… Continue

Life is good. I am so happy that I have a fresh start at life with the person I love more than myself! Without my baby girl none of this would be worth it. People go through thier whole life wishing they could start over. I mean it does hurt not having all your old clothes, all the beautiful shoes, my crayons, my car for God sakes! But what do all those things mean when inside you are crying. Leaving my husband has turned out to be the first thing I've done right (besides having my daughter). I… Continue

I have to say that today was great. I wasn't too bored with just me and the baby home alone. Since I left my husband It was the first time completely alone. Just the two of us. But we had fun. We danced. We colored. We cleaned. We cuddled tons. I love her wet kisses! We napped together. She was a sweetheart! Which is nice. It was great to have my daughter all to myself. Bri gets all wired and spoily when gramma/pa is around. I think when im ready to move out we'll be just fine. Better than fine.… Continue

Me and baby girl are all alone. The parents went camping to McCall. So that means we are home alone. I don't know why but I'm a little scared. I'm afraid mija is gonna get bored with me. Its only me and her until Sunday. Right now she decided to play with the roll of tp! OMG