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No i am not depressed, but these words and the music to this song means alot to me right now and how i feel these days. I can be deep in my thoughts sometimes. Listen to the song as you read the words....

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destr… Continue

Well i just got off work, am on here for a little bit. A bit bored and well sometimes i wish i could find that best friend. I mean it isnt so much looking for a girlfriend or someone to love but what i am wishing i could find is that best friend. One you can just chat with any time and no matter what about. Does that make sense?

Anyway Kids are doing good. Faith and Khole are loving the two weeks with daddy. We have gone to the beach several times as we will be hitting busch gardens and sea wor… Continue

Well i see i am the only one online this 3 am. So i thought i leave ya all a blog to let you know some good news. As i was heading to work friday i checked my male and got my oldest sons grades in the male. For those who remember i was talking about my sons grades and how from the beginning of the yr he started showing d's and f's in some subjects. Oh Mitchell is in 7th grade. Well the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd quarter he was still getthing bad grades. At the sign of the first grades i told Mitchell how… Continue

Well got my two youngest today for their first two weeks with me this summer. I have notice every week wehn we exchange the kids they are always grazy the first half of the day. It looks as if April and her boyfriend seems to let them go nuts cause it is a trip to calm at least Faith down. From the time she gets out of the car till the next day she is just like border line adhd. My oldest is ADHD and well even though he has out grown the med part he still has his days. But he is 13, Faith is 3.… Continue

Well yesturday when we exchange the kids April told me that she finally finsihed her parenting class online. All she needs to do now is print out the certificate. This was all we was waiting for for this divorce to be final. I guess since she never would complete this is always left me wondering what if she changed her mind. But thats the thing i couldnt keep thinking this and wanted it over. If this is what she wants then lets do it and get it done with so i wont feel like she is be dangling wo… Continue

Being Sunday is the day me and my ex wife exchange Faith and Khole i always hate saying goodbye, even though a few days later i will see them i still hate goodbyes. I still miss seeing them every day and even after 8 months it still has not hit in all the way. But the good thing is being it is now summer we will be going from the 4-3 / 3-4 to the two weeks each at a time. So when i get them Thursday it will be for 2 weeks then April will ge them for two weeks and so forth untill a week before sc… Continue

Well it rained most the day but we have fun inside. I tell you my two youngest young guns who are 3 and 1 are so jealous of each other it is crazy. I have Khole my 1 yr old on me and he loves it when i tickle him with "Mr Claw" and it wont be even 2 mins with Faith my 3 yr old comes jumping on me wanting in front of Khole and wanting all my attention. I thought when it was me and my oldest that that was ehctic but man when you got two young guns always on you and wanting all your attention it ca… Continue

I just added the playlist i have on my MYSPACE, there is over 140 songs on there so when you get a chance go take a listen. Hope you like and if you want to reply and let me know what you think go for it......... later

Well today si my oldest son's last day of 7 grade. it is a half day at that. I know he is happy but man i am not lol I dont know if any of you actually read these but i stated my two younger kids i have shared parenting. She gets them one week for 4 days and i get them the other 3 and then she gets them the next week for 3 and i get them for 4. So the days i dotn have the young ones and Mitchell is in school i can do alot of things i need to and even rest a bit. But now he will be out of school… Continue

Well just got off work a few hrs ago. I can never go right to bed after work cause i am too tense and need to relax. All my life i have found that music is good medicine for any type of mood one is in. I love music. It is my second love after my kids. I use to sing tenor in chioor for 6 yrs in my youth as well as alcapela ( inknow mispelled lol) As well i can play the sophrano sax, base guiltar and paino. I have found that music in my life helps me through good and bad times. I listen to all typ… Continue

Well i joined this site yesturday so still getting the feel of things and its features. Will be changing my music to my player i have on my myspace soon. Dont let my music scare you. Get to knwo em and you see i might be a deep person in my thoughts but my heart is as soft as it gets. I am about ready to get in the shower for work. Had a rough night my porch colapsed hurt my moms bad food, my threat on my front right tire came off and well looks like i am going to have to decline my promotion do… Continue

Well i am so use to using myspace blogs that well this is going to be fun. I will make my first blog short. I hate sundays for the fact that is the day we exchange the kids back. Which means i exchange them at 3 to their mother and well i go to for a few hrs later. I dont know why but it seems Sunday at work just always turns out not cool. Maybe cause well it is hard for yrs to be a fmaily and see all my kids every morning and see them every night before i go to work and then come home and check… Continue