Time for some LOVE in this place!

How do you let go of someone you have a child with? My son's father isn't great at all and I know that but I can't let him go. I was fine until he started calling again and now I'm a mess. He's gone to Iraq for a year and there's the possibility that we'll never see him again, but that possibility's been there all along, even if Iraq wasn't in the picture. He didn't come for Thanksgiving like he was suppose to and now I feel like I blew my son's chance to see him. And to top things off he's igno… Continue

Well Connor's father didn't show up to see him. I had a feeling this is how it would go. But I always hope that it will be different. And every time he always dissapoints me. I left a voicemail for him since his phone is dead and they apparently don't have chargers where he lives and I told him that was his last chance and to not contact me anymore. I'm done.

Well Connor's father is back in Louisiana now and is supposed to come see him tomorrow or Friday and I'm trying to prepare myself for both scenarios. Scenario A: He actually shows up this time and I try to put my feelings aside so my son can enjoy time with his father. Or Scenario B: He doesn't show up and we go about our lives like we usually do where he doesn't exsist. I've told him that this is the absolute last chance for him. My son deserves better and if he's not gonna make him a priority… Continue

Well I decided to stop dating a couple months ago and I honestly couldn't be happier. I used to have this urge, like I HAD to be with someone to feel complete but I don't have that urge anymore. I'm content with the way my life is now. My son is happy and healthly, I have a decent job, I have a fairly nice apartment, and I have a great family. After my last ex I said I wouldn't let my son get attached to another man who was just gonna leave and I know that sounds harsh, like I'm putting down all… Continue

Well I decided to rejoin iHeart because I missed it so much. I got into a depression and deleted my profile on here and my myspace profile as well. I'd like to say I got out of that depression completely but it's still there and recent events have only added to it. I have been a solo single mother for most of my son's three years but his father called me out of the blue about a month ago saying he wanted to be a part of his life now. It's been a solid year and a half since he's even seen my son… Continue