Jessica's Page

Okay, I'm ready for the good to start happening. Sometimes I hate Jimmy so much. I feel like I have to deal with him and his problems so much that I can't seem to enjoy Brielle like I want to. I spend so much time worrying what he's going to do... Especially since he's back on drugs now... I feel like, as soon as something good or fun happens to me, he goes and does something stupid or mean or hurtful to make my life miserable again... I wish he'd just go away and let me and Brielle be...

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I realize what I need to do in order to date. You see, I have a two month old little girl, and since I exclusively breatfeed, it's hard to go anywhere without her. Every time I meet a guy, they ask if I want to do something, and I have to say, "well, you know Brielle would have to come, right?" Most are cool, but the 20 year olds I meet usually want to go somewhere that I wouldn't be comfortable bringing her. SO, I think I need to date men with children! That way, we'd always go out with the kid… Continue

I started a new group on facebook, called South Carolina Single Parents! Check it out.

I'm so depressed right now. My "husband" has been gone about a month now. He moved in with three of his friends, signed a lease for an apartment. That's how I knew he was really gone. I really hate him, but I've been very nice for Brielle, because I don't want her to grow up knowing her dad's a loser, and maybe if I'm nice, he'll actually want to be in her life. He just makes me so angry! How could he leave us!? I was a SAHM and he left me with no income and he won't even hardly pay me! I've bee… Continue