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so bradley has not been going to sleep for going on a week now. he needs to have every single stuffed animal in his crib and every single blanket within eyesight in his crib also so i cleaned out our room seeing as how we share a room right now he takes my blinkets too. so i took some of the blankets and stuffed animals out tonight he has his favorites so he went on to hording BOOKS into his bed... i almost had a nervous breakdown... finally it clicked.... so i ran to a box of pictures i had in… Continue

ok so i have been in a downward hurtle for about going on 3 weeks. no energy AT ALL depressed i dont even want to get up and do my hair or get ready, i dread days that i have to stay home, all i want right now is to just sleep for days and days and not answer to anyone... but i have a son, this also upsets me ill explain.

since the whole peter thing blew up in my face HE now says he needs space from everyone (bull shit its just me, because right now i know he is at her place) anyway his whole s… Continue

well i didnt listen to my gut AGAIN and got hurt. stupid me. turns out im not good enough again, or just (again) picked the wrong person to spend my time with. he is now sleeping with another woman.. get this his ex wifes boyfriends ex wife. makes me just feel all warm and fuzzy inside. so lets say im going to move again... um yeah shit hit the fan and i was up there with it. BUT i do have a plan this plan is better then my last plans and i can see it working much better. so i work for a year sa… Continue

peter is back... he just went to go get his dad that will be here for 6 weeks. i cant wait hill things go back to normal.. but i think they have been so un normal for so long that it might stay like this... but thats ok. im getting my very own ferret soon i am soo damn excited i love ferrets so much. her name from her owner now is sugar and i call them fairies so her name will be sugar ferry like ferret hahaha oh it cracks me up. so ill be very happy and busy with her, i so cant wait.

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so i need to do something this fall. i have to i cant live like this anymore. i went to the college and found out they arnt going to have a daycare any time soon like they said they where, so my plans are yet again set on a new road. i dont have a licence. i know its my deep dark awful secret i hate it i hate it so much. im going AGAIN on wednesday because ive tried 14 times... im NOT stupid just to put that out there i have really bad test anxiety its stupid so i am going again. so i cant go to… Continue